these are my Heroes

Decided to give u a double whammy.. Seemingly because you guys waited so patiently, I decided to give u another shot of Cane-Oin (like Heroin.get it? Because your addicted to my post.. No? Forget it).. This time though, I don't wanna brag about me like usual.. Instead, about the people who made me who I am.. Kiana, I know how much you love me, and I love you too, but this one is for my family.. You understand...


I love my family.. Always have, always will.. But I define family as people I confide in.. Who I can tell anything and everything to who won't pass judgement on me.. Who love me unconditionally.. Whether I was a totally obnoxious teenager, or a habitual Graffiti offender who has been arrested more then once for trying to get "fame".. These people have loved me and never changed their minds on who I am.. And with that said this is my Family :

Crissy - along with being the oldest and the biggest sister, ur also the most responsible.. Ur actually an inspiration to me because u have ur "shit together".. I look up to u.. Mami is proud.. Plus it aint easy rasin Chilly's hyper ass lol.. Remember when me and u was in the swim-a-thon? Lmao we had chocolate too!!.. Or when I had that baseball parade and u wuz wearing Green socks w/ boots? Lmaoo, I still got them pics lol.. How bout when we graduated the same year? Me from Kindergarten, u from 6th grade.. U got the humanitarian award, lmao, I still don't understand how..

Erica - shit, u done did and seen it all.. From great relationships to shitty relationships, New York to Tampa and back, sharing B-Day parties and watching Papi do the 100 yard dash on the sand in Orchard Beach to beat the shit out of that dude because of Rico's homo ass to downloading porn for me on our compaq to....x= lmaoo.. Totally out of line, I apologize.. Nah, ur like the backbone of the Mattey bunch, weird because I seen the after effects of you fighting girls outside but yet im still nervous when u scream at me lmao.. I hope all your dreams come true, because u totally deserve them.. Just learn how to manage money for God sakes or Crissy is gonna be calling you.. And don't be jealous cuz ur beautiful Daughter loves her Tio more.. Its life.. Much love to the bigger little sister

Becky - shit.. My other half.. My ace boon coon.. The Jay-z to the Nas lmao.. I don't even know what to say but I love you I love you I love you.. Besides u smokin, I think me and u are a-alikes.. From fightin in C.S 50 to fightin in 214, I whooped so many asses and u were their for all of them.. Remember that time I faught Raquan and you was lyin tellin the dudes he was with that all ur special ed friends was hiding and if I got jumped that they was all gonna get fucked up lmao.. Remember when u gave birth to that beautiful girl named Gabriella? Remember how proud you felt when she started walking? Remember how you felt when she started talking? Imagine how your gonna feel when she goes to kindergarten for the first day of school.. Imagine how your gonna feel when she graduates from College.. Better yet, imagine how she's gonna feel when she's walkin down the aisle and she looks in the crowd and sees her "pleasantly plump" mom crying tears of joy in the crowd.. Or imagine how she's gonna feel if your not there.. Becky, u know I love you, do what's right for Gabby.. I didn't wanna make this seem like the same old same old, but I love you..

Geni - oh shit.. Muddasucka.. "Give it up for *changes voice into a robotic one* the underground railroad".. Making songs in Conneticut when we was like 10 and 9.. Hahahahha, u liked Bebe lmaoo.. Then u like Aman >=o.. Lol.. Chito proposed to u with a 25 cent ring :'(...then he proposed to Olga's grand daughter.. The only one to get hit by a car, ur stitches looked like a roach lol.. I got u ur first real job!! We walked the whole 5 line with ur new digital camera taking pictures of graffiti.. You listened to The Calling.. bwahahahahaha.. Nah, I love you though, your fuckin awesome.. Your blog is fantastic, your heart is gold.. Your weed is green.. Your beautiful.. Love you..

Narul (jason) - pssh.. I aint gotta say shit bout this nigga.. Anybody who knows me, knows him.. My right hand man.. Nuff sed.. The brother that I never had..

Papi - shit.. My nigga.. My nigga.. My nigga.. Lol.. I seen this man at his absolute worse, and im so fuckin honored that he's my father.. I don't care what nobody says, this nigga been through it, and been through it again.. He made a hell of mistakes.. And people hate him.. But his children love him.. Of course because he's our father, but there's somethin about him.. He's the shit.. I think highly of him.. Fuck u if u don't like him.. Im pretty sure u think about him way more then he thinks about you.. Papi, I love you.. End of story

Pooty, Yepsi, Baby, and whatever else ya wanna say - MY LIFE.. Why I breathe.. They say save the best for last.. My fucking wife.. My best friend.. I love you.. I don't even need to type much.. EVERYONE knows how I feel about you.. Gimme kiss big head lol..


And THAT is who I am..


Sorry for bein up late Millie, I planned on goin to sleep, but I started bloggin and couldn't stop, im goin to sleep now though