*walks in... surveys the place.. notices alot of dust on the blog throne..
*laughs.. walks out
they aint shit without me...
TGMMDI Vol 2.0 will be underway shortly.. until then, go read some inferior blog and just be glad im back
gone
3.15.2009
2.24.2009
2.14.2009
his story
Have you ever wondered what other peoples lives were like?
Sometimes when im on the train I look at people and try to tell their story.. I come up with some wild stuff too.. Like their was this one guy laying down on the seat.. Now any other person just looks at him as a bum. But I always wonder, how did he get to that position.. Was he a High School dropout? Was he abandoned as a child? Did his house burn down with everything he ever owned? What if he divorced from his wife and she took it all? What if his wife died and left him nothing.. Who knows.. My story of him is this :
As a child, he was always into sports and he had many friends and smiled a lot.. He grew up a normal childhood, although his parents were divorced. But even so, his dad would visit as much as he could, so the boy had a father figure..he was an only child and got everything he wanted.. He was fine all through elementary and Junior High, but high school is where he started slipping.. He wanted to be popular there jus like he was at home, so he started hanging with the older kids.. They introduced him to weed first, and alcohol soon after.. He slowly started to become addicted to the alcohol he started drinking just to be cool.. At first, he hated the taste, but it slowly started to taste like Pepsi.. By 11th grade he was pretty much a drunky.. His friends from high school all dropped out by then and he was alone.. His mother tried everything she could while his father gave up on him and continued his life with his new wife and new son.. He went on like this for months until he met a girl.. She was a sweet girl.. She liked bad boys, but not that bad.. So she forced him to stop drinking in order to continue on with her, and with his mothers help he did just that.. But she didn't see him the same and started sleeping around.. He knew nothing of it and was finally sober when he called his father for the first time in 4 years and heard a very familiar in the voice in the background.. He immediately knew who it was.. It was his girlfriend..was he angry? Yes.. Did he feel betrayed? Yes.. Was he gonna start drinking again? No.. Because he had seen the light.. He stopped drinking for a total of 2 months when he got the call that his mother caught a massive stroke and was seeing her last days.. He felt it was his fault.. All the things he put her thru.. So he left, didn't even go to her funeral and ended up homeless.. He first started sleeping in the last carts, where less people were likely to see him.. But nowadays, he sleeps wherever he can.. It doesn't matter
Boredom kills lmao
Sometimes when im on the train I look at people and try to tell their story.. I come up with some wild stuff too.. Like their was this one guy laying down on the seat.. Now any other person just looks at him as a bum. But I always wonder, how did he get to that position.. Was he a High School dropout? Was he abandoned as a child? Did his house burn down with everything he ever owned? What if he divorced from his wife and she took it all? What if his wife died and left him nothing.. Who knows.. My story of him is this :
As a child, he was always into sports and he had many friends and smiled a lot.. He grew up a normal childhood, although his parents were divorced. But even so, his dad would visit as much as he could, so the boy had a father figure..he was an only child and got everything he wanted.. He was fine all through elementary and Junior High, but high school is where he started slipping.. He wanted to be popular there jus like he was at home, so he started hanging with the older kids.. They introduced him to weed first, and alcohol soon after.. He slowly started to become addicted to the alcohol he started drinking just to be cool.. At first, he hated the taste, but it slowly started to taste like Pepsi.. By 11th grade he was pretty much a drunky.. His friends from high school all dropped out by then and he was alone.. His mother tried everything she could while his father gave up on him and continued his life with his new wife and new son.. He went on like this for months until he met a girl.. She was a sweet girl.. She liked bad boys, but not that bad.. So she forced him to stop drinking in order to continue on with her, and with his mothers help he did just that.. But she didn't see him the same and started sleeping around.. He knew nothing of it and was finally sober when he called his father for the first time in 4 years and heard a very familiar in the voice in the background.. He immediately knew who it was.. It was his girlfriend..was he angry? Yes.. Did he feel betrayed? Yes.. Was he gonna start drinking again? No.. Because he had seen the light.. He stopped drinking for a total of 2 months when he got the call that his mother caught a massive stroke and was seeing her last days.. He felt it was his fault.. All the things he put her thru.. So he left, didn't even go to her funeral and ended up homeless.. He first started sleeping in the last carts, where less people were likely to see him.. But nowadays, he sleeps wherever he can.. It doesn't matter
Boredom kills lmao
2.10.2009
it was all a dream
*kicks in the door, waves in the four four, all I heard was Cane don't hit me no more
So the nigga was deckin' her, split her lip then bit her? Wtf was on this guys mind? Crazy
They got in the car right, and Chris wanted 2 pull over to "Take Her
Down" but Rihanna said "Shut Up and Drive" So he got tight cuz he didnt
get any in "Forever". He tried 2 cut the radio off and she grabbed his
hand sayin "Please Dont Stop The Music." This nigga Chris tried to act
all "Super Human" and push her shyt away and cut it off anyway.so she
picked up an "Umbrella" and tried 2 hit him and he said "Gimme That."
Then she bragged about how "Unfaithful" she was and this nigga said
"YOOO" n spazzed out n tried to choke her so she could have "No Air" now
she gotta go 2 "Rehab". And now she has "Disturbia" from Chris Brown
slapping her "Wall To Wall"....
Lmao, whoever made that shit up is genius
Anywho, put maaad Biggie on my sidekick today, so ima be ODEE loud on the train for about the next week lmao..
Bout to take a shower.. Bbl
(Sorry for the lack of substance.. But ur still readin', im onto sumthin huh?)
So the nigga was deckin' her, split her lip then bit her? Wtf was on this guys mind? Crazy
They got in the car right, and Chris wanted 2 pull over to "Take Her
Down" but Rihanna said "Shut Up and Drive" So he got tight cuz he didnt
get any in "Forever". He tried 2 cut the radio off and she grabbed his
hand sayin "Please Dont Stop The Music." This nigga Chris tried to act
all "Super Human" and push her shyt away and cut it off anyway.so she
picked up an "Umbrella" and tried 2 hit him and he said "Gimme That."
Then she bragged about how "Unfaithful" she was and this nigga said
"YOOO" n spazzed out n tried to choke her so she could have "No Air" now
she gotta go 2 "Rehab". And now she has "Disturbia" from Chris Brown
slapping her "Wall To Wall"....
Lmao, whoever made that shit up is genius
Anywho, put maaad Biggie on my sidekick today, so ima be ODEE loud on the train for about the next week lmao..
Bout to take a shower.. Bbl
(Sorry for the lack of substance.. But ur still readin', im onto sumthin huh?)
2.09.2009
O.o sumthin' kwick
Wtf @ Chris Brown turnin' into the new age Ike Turner.. Say it aint so
Grammy's wuz cool.. Swagger Like Us sounds better performed then jus listenin to it.. M.I.A is a fuckin' moron for puttin her child in danger like that..
I personally thought Nas shoulda won Hip Hop Album of The Year.. Why are u not suprised? Lol
Red Cafe is slowly gainin' a bit of respect from me..
This post has turned into a hip-hop post lol
R.I.P Big Pun
Grammy's wuz cool.. Swagger Like Us sounds better performed then jus listenin to it.. M.I.A is a fuckin' moron for puttin her child in danger like that..
I personally thought Nas shoulda won Hip Hop Album of The Year.. Why are u not suprised? Lol
Red Cafe is slowly gainin' a bit of respect from me..
This post has turned into a hip-hop post lol
R.I.P Big Pun
2.08.2009
just ramblin'
Yoooooooo
Jamie Foxx sings blame it on the alcohol??????? I always thought that was Ron Browz.. Wtf.. See what Autotune does to u? It makes u sound the same, smh
Anywho, wuddup people? How's life? How's blogging? How's life blogging?
Im feeling very artsy right now, I don't even know why.. I knocked out two pieces today, that hasn't been done since the summer.. What's the cause of all this art mayhem? I think its the people who keep telling me "yoooo ur shit is how, u got skills my nigga".. Its rejuvenated my art life..
Anyways, its the 8th of Feb and I've only posted twice.. I gotta step it up.. I see Kiana is still going strong lol.. Good job
Yankee season right around the corner, im amped.. Knicks lost 3 straight, im laughing my ass off..
50 cent and Rick Ross beefing.. A C.O and a known snitch.. They have much in common.. They both cool with Police.. I never liked 50, but I actually hope he whoops Ross ass with this one..
Anyways, im goin to sleep, its udd late and I gotta be at work in 12 hours, gnight
Jamie Foxx sings blame it on the alcohol??????? I always thought that was Ron Browz.. Wtf.. See what Autotune does to u? It makes u sound the same, smh
Anywho, wuddup people? How's life? How's blogging? How's life blogging?
Im feeling very artsy right now, I don't even know why.. I knocked out two pieces today, that hasn't been done since the summer.. What's the cause of all this art mayhem? I think its the people who keep telling me "yoooo ur shit is how, u got skills my nigga".. Its rejuvenated my art life..
Anyways, its the 8th of Feb and I've only posted twice.. I gotta step it up.. I see Kiana is still going strong lol.. Good job
Yankee season right around the corner, im amped.. Knicks lost 3 straight, im laughing my ass off..
50 cent and Rick Ross beefing.. A C.O and a known snitch.. They have much in common.. They both cool with Police.. I never liked 50, but I actually hope he whoops Ross ass with this one..
Anyways, im goin to sleep, its udd late and I gotta be at work in 12 hours, gnight
2.05.2009
feb five
8-)
Ahhh its so refreshing to know that im minutes away from posting a blog.. Its been a couple days, I been sick guys.. That and I seperated my shoulder again doesn't really make well for blogging, my apologies.. Anywho, what's goin on people? How's life? ah life is good for me right now.. I feel alive, I don't even know why.. I guess cuz my week of being sick seems like its coming to an end.. Im just in good spirits.. Kobe dropped 61 on the Knicks, :'( lmaoo.. Totally irrelevant, but hey.. Mims got a new song.. He's not a one hit wonder like we ALL thought.. Im sure nobody thought he was gonna rebound after This Is Why Im Hot.. Im bored
This is why im hot,
I spit it off the top,
I pitch it off the block,
And fix my pockets full of knots
I unno lol, told u I was bored..
FINALLY seen the Notorious movie, granted it was on bootleg.. I kinda dig it, coulda been a lil better.. I found it strange that little Biggie was writing left handed, then Older Biggie was writing right handed.. Things that make you go hmmm.. Shorty that played Kim tore it down.. The movie was a success..
Aight, luh u and u and u and u in the back
Ahhh its so refreshing to know that im minutes away from posting a blog.. Its been a couple days, I been sick guys.. That and I seperated my shoulder again doesn't really make well for blogging, my apologies.. Anywho, what's goin on people? How's life? ah life is good for me right now.. I feel alive, I don't even know why.. I guess cuz my week of being sick seems like its coming to an end.. Im just in good spirits.. Kobe dropped 61 on the Knicks, :'( lmaoo.. Totally irrelevant, but hey.. Mims got a new song.. He's not a one hit wonder like we ALL thought.. Im sure nobody thought he was gonna rebound after This Is Why Im Hot.. Im bored
This is why im hot,
I spit it off the top,
I pitch it off the block,
And fix my pockets full of knots
I unno lol, told u I was bored..
FINALLY seen the Notorious movie, granted it was on bootleg.. I kinda dig it, coulda been a lil better.. I found it strange that little Biggie was writing left handed, then Older Biggie was writing right handed.. Things that make you go hmmm.. Shorty that played Kim tore it down.. The movie was a success..
Aight, luh u and u and u and u in the back
1.30.2009
these are my Heroes
Decided to give u a double whammy.. Seemingly because you guys waited so patiently, I decided to give u another shot of Cane-Oin (like Heroin.get it? Because your addicted to my post.. No? Forget it).. This time though, I don't wanna brag about me like usual.. Instead, about the people who made me who I am.. Kiana, I know how much you love me, and I love you too, but this one is for my family.. You understand...
I love my family.. Always have, always will.. But I define family as people I confide in.. Who I can tell anything and everything to who won't pass judgement on me.. Who love me unconditionally.. Whether I was a totally obnoxious teenager, or a habitual Graffiti offender who has been arrested more then once for trying to get "fame".. These people have loved me and never changed their minds on who I am.. And with that said this is my Family :
Crissy - along with being the oldest and the biggest sister, ur also the most responsible.. Ur actually an inspiration to me because u have ur "shit together".. I look up to u.. Mami is proud.. Plus it aint easy rasin Chilly's hyper ass lol.. Remember when me and u was in the swim-a-thon? Lmao we had chocolate too!!.. Or when I had that baseball parade and u wuz wearing Green socks w/ boots? Lmaoo, I still got them pics lol.. How bout when we graduated the same year? Me from Kindergarten, u from 6th grade.. U got the humanitarian award, lmao, I still don't understand how..
Erica - shit, u done did and seen it all.. From great relationships to shitty relationships, New York to Tampa and back, sharing B-Day parties and watching Papi do the 100 yard dash on the sand in Orchard Beach to beat the shit out of that dude because of Rico's homo ass to downloading porn for me on our compaq to....x= lmaoo.. Totally out of line, I apologize.. Nah, ur like the backbone of the Mattey bunch, weird because I seen the after effects of you fighting girls outside but yet im still nervous when u scream at me lmao.. I hope all your dreams come true, because u totally deserve them.. Just learn how to manage money for God sakes or Crissy is gonna be calling you.. And don't be jealous cuz ur beautiful Daughter loves her Tio more.. Its life.. Much love to the bigger little sister
Becky - shit.. My other half.. My ace boon coon.. The Jay-z to the Nas lmao.. I don't even know what to say but I love you I love you I love you.. Besides u smokin, I think me and u are a-alikes.. From fightin in C.S 50 to fightin in 214, I whooped so many asses and u were their for all of them.. Remember that time I faught Raquan and you was lyin tellin the dudes he was with that all ur special ed friends was hiding and if I got jumped that they was all gonna get fucked up lmao.. Remember when u gave birth to that beautiful girl named Gabriella? Remember how proud you felt when she started walking? Remember how you felt when she started talking? Imagine how your gonna feel when she goes to kindergarten for the first day of school.. Imagine how your gonna feel when she graduates from College.. Better yet, imagine how she's gonna feel when she's walkin down the aisle and she looks in the crowd and sees her "pleasantly plump" mom crying tears of joy in the crowd.. Or imagine how she's gonna feel if your not there.. Becky, u know I love you, do what's right for Gabby.. I didn't wanna make this seem like the same old same old, but I love you..
Geni - oh shit.. Muddasucka.. "Give it up for *changes voice into a robotic one* the underground railroad".. Making songs in Conneticut when we was like 10 and 9.. Hahahahha, u liked Bebe lmaoo.. Then u like Aman >=o.. Lol.. Chito proposed to u with a 25 cent ring :'(...then he proposed to Olga's grand daughter.. The only one to get hit by a car, ur stitches looked like a roach lol.. I got u ur first real job!! We walked the whole 5 line with ur new digital camera taking pictures of graffiti.. You listened to The Calling.. bwahahahahaha.. Nah, I love you though, your fuckin awesome.. Your blog is fantastic, your heart is gold.. Your weed is green.. Your beautiful.. Love you..
Narul (jason) - pssh.. I aint gotta say shit bout this nigga.. Anybody who knows me, knows him.. My right hand man.. Nuff sed.. The brother that I never had..
Papi - shit.. My nigga.. My nigga.. My nigga.. Lol.. I seen this man at his absolute worse, and im so fuckin honored that he's my father.. I don't care what nobody says, this nigga been through it, and been through it again.. He made a hell of mistakes.. And people hate him.. But his children love him.. Of course because he's our father, but there's somethin about him.. He's the shit.. I think highly of him.. Fuck u if u don't like him.. Im pretty sure u think about him way more then he thinks about you.. Papi, I love you.. End of story
Pooty, Yepsi, Baby, and whatever else ya wanna say - MY LIFE.. Why I breathe.. They say save the best for last.. My fucking wife.. My best friend.. I love you.. I don't even need to type much.. EVERYONE knows how I feel about you.. Gimme kiss big head lol..
And THAT is who I am..
Sorry for bein up late Millie, I planned on goin to sleep, but I started bloggin and couldn't stop, im goin to sleep now though
I love my family.. Always have, always will.. But I define family as people I confide in.. Who I can tell anything and everything to who won't pass judgement on me.. Who love me unconditionally.. Whether I was a totally obnoxious teenager, or a habitual Graffiti offender who has been arrested more then once for trying to get "fame".. These people have loved me and never changed their minds on who I am.. And with that said this is my Family :
Crissy - along with being the oldest and the biggest sister, ur also the most responsible.. Ur actually an inspiration to me because u have ur "shit together".. I look up to u.. Mami is proud.. Plus it aint easy rasin Chilly's hyper ass lol.. Remember when me and u was in the swim-a-thon? Lmao we had chocolate too!!.. Or when I had that baseball parade and u wuz wearing Green socks w/ boots? Lmaoo, I still got them pics lol.. How bout when we graduated the same year? Me from Kindergarten, u from 6th grade.. U got the humanitarian award, lmao, I still don't understand how..
Erica - shit, u done did and seen it all.. From great relationships to shitty relationships, New York to Tampa and back, sharing B-Day parties and watching Papi do the 100 yard dash on the sand in Orchard Beach to beat the shit out of that dude because of Rico's homo ass to downloading porn for me on our compaq to....x= lmaoo.. Totally out of line, I apologize.. Nah, ur like the backbone of the Mattey bunch, weird because I seen the after effects of you fighting girls outside but yet im still nervous when u scream at me lmao.. I hope all your dreams come true, because u totally deserve them.. Just learn how to manage money for God sakes or Crissy is gonna be calling you.. And don't be jealous cuz ur beautiful Daughter loves her Tio more.. Its life.. Much love to the bigger little sister
Becky - shit.. My other half.. My ace boon coon.. The Jay-z to the Nas lmao.. I don't even know what to say but I love you I love you I love you.. Besides u smokin, I think me and u are a-alikes.. From fightin in C.S 50 to fightin in 214, I whooped so many asses and u were their for all of them.. Remember that time I faught Raquan and you was lyin tellin the dudes he was with that all ur special ed friends was hiding and if I got jumped that they was all gonna get fucked up lmao.. Remember when u gave birth to that beautiful girl named Gabriella? Remember how proud you felt when she started walking? Remember how you felt when she started talking? Imagine how your gonna feel when she goes to kindergarten for the first day of school.. Imagine how your gonna feel when she graduates from College.. Better yet, imagine how she's gonna feel when she's walkin down the aisle and she looks in the crowd and sees her "pleasantly plump" mom crying tears of joy in the crowd.. Or imagine how she's gonna feel if your not there.. Becky, u know I love you, do what's right for Gabby.. I didn't wanna make this seem like the same old same old, but I love you..
Geni - oh shit.. Muddasucka.. "Give it up for *changes voice into a robotic one* the underground railroad".. Making songs in Conneticut when we was like 10 and 9.. Hahahahha, u liked Bebe lmaoo.. Then u like Aman >=o.. Lol.. Chito proposed to u with a 25 cent ring :'(...then he proposed to Olga's grand daughter.. The only one to get hit by a car, ur stitches looked like a roach lol.. I got u ur first real job!! We walked the whole 5 line with ur new digital camera taking pictures of graffiti.. You listened to The Calling.. bwahahahahaha.. Nah, I love you though, your fuckin awesome.. Your blog is fantastic, your heart is gold.. Your weed is green.. Your beautiful.. Love you..
Narul (jason) - pssh.. I aint gotta say shit bout this nigga.. Anybody who knows me, knows him.. My right hand man.. Nuff sed.. The brother that I never had..
Papi - shit.. My nigga.. My nigga.. My nigga.. Lol.. I seen this man at his absolute worse, and im so fuckin honored that he's my father.. I don't care what nobody says, this nigga been through it, and been through it again.. He made a hell of mistakes.. And people hate him.. But his children love him.. Of course because he's our father, but there's somethin about him.. He's the shit.. I think highly of him.. Fuck u if u don't like him.. Im pretty sure u think about him way more then he thinks about you.. Papi, I love you.. End of story
Pooty, Yepsi, Baby, and whatever else ya wanna say - MY LIFE.. Why I breathe.. They say save the best for last.. My fucking wife.. My best friend.. I love you.. I don't even need to type much.. EVERYONE knows how I feel about you.. Gimme kiss big head lol..
And THAT is who I am..
Sorry for bein up late Millie, I planned on goin to sleep, but I started bloggin and couldn't stop, im goin to sleep now though
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