1.18.2009

spur of the moment

Im writing this as my feelings are still settling so if I come off a little fucked up, I apologize in advance.. I might not feel like this 2morrow, but as of right now, I think its time for me to enjoy my life.. Alone.. No shackles no one wondering what im doing, or who im with.. No explanations to give anyone when I decide I wanna hang out.. Anywhere.. I just wanna feel like a bird who's been locked in a cage and just been suddenly let free.. Why can't I feel like that? Of course there's gonna be two sides to the story, and me being of the male species of course your going to assume it was me that was fucked up.. But I refuse to believe it.. Im stubborn.. And it don't look like im changin anytime soon.. Not for no one.. Period.. I feel bad already lol.. I already feel like deleting this post.. But nah fuck it, I want you to read it.. Know how I feel.. 1... like u sed (:

1 comment:

famous___monster said...

There is always two sides to one story...
the one story in your head being you want freedom, the one story in her head being you're rebelling in the most ineffective and hurtful way.

you don't need freedom to take a break, but you don't want that break if its costing you your heart.

both of you should chill for a moment.
breathe. blog.


and if any girl should take this opportunity to try to pick up my brother, i have just this to say:


don't get slapped bitch >:o